It’s Been Awhile, Ain’t it.

We are having tandoori chicken tonight which may not seem like a huge, exciting bit of the day but it is way cool for me! I wish we had a clay oven though! I’m not feeling too nauseous (wow thats a lot of vowels!!) right now so pehaps I’ll eat lots, but the propect of that is slim. Ce la vie, I guess.

We did the whole ‘Puppies of Westport’ and Whole Foods thing today which is tres tres exciting! 
I can’t really think of what to tell you guys. It’s kinda crazy that it’s winter. I mean, yesterday it was summer and Tim brought me over some shoot-em-up movies and said I didn’t look yellow to him, and held my hand and all and I was looking forward to going to Fyfe’s birthday later on that night. I wake up ever morning and I’m not in the guest suite at home, there is no mark in my arm from where the put the IV in last night at the hospital, my hair is clean and I’m wearing different pajamas. I can tell by the light streaming in that is it winter, not summer. Its not hot like summer. And unless I’m very much mistaken I’ve grown and inch or two and gained ten pounds. It’s insane. It’s crazy, missing so much time. I am so easy going now. I’m sitting in ‘the living room’ in a house that isn’t mine and surrounded by stuff that has a feel like home but it isn’t. Imagine. This is fucked up man, is all I’m thinking.
I’m IV-ing right now which majorly blows. It is so cold, especially in my chest, where it goes first. It kinda burns a bit and makes it a little hard to breathe, but it could be just cause it makes me really really anxious. I feel so messed up. I could see all this being funny, a good story to tell in a few years. In many years. 
Nancy is coming tonight and I’m pretty stoked. I love her so much and she has been way wicked awesome these past months. And Phil, but I think he’s teaching. I miss him too! 

5 Comments on It’s Been Awhile, Ain’t it.

  1. Anonymous
    February 27, 2009 at 4:08 pm

    Er…Puppies of Westport sells dogs from puppy mills…if you’d like to know where the poor mothers of these dogs are and the conditions they live in, try googling that store…it’s basically supporting cruelty to animals!

  2. nicola
    February 28, 2009 at 1:45 am

    they have all these signs that say they dont use puppy mills! omg!

  3. Anonymous
    March 2, 2009 at 2:29 pm

    yep…they’ll say anything for a sale…the area vets are constantly dealing with sick dogs sold by that store. horrible. sorry to break the bad news. you can always hang with some of the dogs at various shelters in the area.

  4. Lisa
    March 4, 2009 at 4:06 am

    ok, anonymous person… shut it! if its Fyfe which i kinda suspect it is, i’m kicking ur butt tomorrow at school! plus, u’ve got no proof, and puppies are cute and they go to nice homes! and its been proven that animal contact helps aid people during hardship and brings them out of depression! put that in ur pipe and smoke it! so shut it in the meantime!

    Nicole! omg i have to e-mail u good recipe! u’ll love, it, its got chicken in it but i’ve made it without and its still yummy!

    i remember the night u were supposed to go to Fyfe’s birthday party! i think u ended up in the emergency room! don’t worry, it was effing hot, had to climb this huge, like majorly HUGE hill and they couldn’t even set up the volleyball net! there’s always next year, well this year now!

    love u so much honey! take care and stay strong, and keep petting those pups!
    big hug!
    ~ Lisa

  5. nicola
    March 15, 2009 at 7:09 pm

    i will talk to the owner and get her side of the story. innocent until proven guilty still exists.


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